The following entry is free-style flow writing, unorganized. Enjoy My mind.
Some time ago, I wrote that I want you to be addicted to Me. I meant it. It’s not an ego thing for Me, per se, but more that I love to mesmerize, capture, and have you fantasize about what I could do to you. I find it entertaining.
I suppose you could say I’m in a deep, reflective mood today. What is it to dominate? To get inside your mind? I think it’s to release you. To push you to stop being so inhibited.
Whatever that is.
Whatever you need, or are looking for. Orgasm denial, or telling you how to masturbate puts Me in the driver’s seat.
Let Me play with it now.
Making you dress, making you do things you never thought possible. Why not play with a cream pie? Why not get messy with a bottle of oil? Why not feel a little pain, or even push that pleasure button – again and again and again? You most likely live once. Enjoy your own sensations. Live life like you are living in surround sound, vivid technicolor. Open your eyes. Feel your senses.
Perhaps painting a picture in your head – imagine us here. Vivid. Lucid-dreaming. . Me in a rubber catsuit with long curly hair looking powerful – standing over you.
Let Me see you on cam. I want to see every inch of you. I want to take you and transport you to another place. Another time.
We are making our own movie. Our own script, our own fantasy. We can make it what we want it to be, but I help direct it.
Close your eyes.
What do you want? What do you need? Think about it and let Me in your mind. I want to play in your playground.
– Seize the moment. Ms Cecilia
Interesting. My own thoughts have been in the “we’re responsible for our own reality” camp lately and your entry was apropos and timely. It reminded me of the following Ken Wilber quote: “… when you realize that ordinary life is just a dream… you become radical and wild, intense and vivid, shocking and silly. You let it all come pouring through, because it’s all your dream.”
I was not expecting what i found with you and the LDW community, Mistress. I expected an escape from reality, but what i found was not an escape but an altering, a changing and and intensity which is what i think You were driving at in your post. Thank you.
Yes, – although I do provide fantasy, and an escapism, I do try to make it as real as an experience as possible to make you become aware of who you really are. What you think and fantasize about, in essence, is a part of you – and isn’t that, in a way, reality? I’m here to push the envelope and help make others enjoy and accept who they are through various ways..
Im all about having girls feminize me. I think is sooo hot. To be under control of hot women. I dont want to go back to Vanilia life style. I love the feel of wearing bras, slips, dresses, Im thinking im a girl in a guys body. Its way better to be girl then a guy.Im going to start getting into wearing make up, I just wish I could find girls that are interested in feminizing me. Oh to be their sissy girlie boy.
Im soo into having girls feminize me. Its sooooo hot to have hot women to do this but I havent had it happen to me yet. I love everything about girls. Make up, french manicures, dresses ,lingerie the softness of being feminized. It would be dream come true if I could meet girls that are interested in making me a girl